the problem with suicide is...
it is SO final.
unlike that movie you rented last weekend you can't push rewind
and expect it to start all over again--it's a done deal--no
chance of going back--
no changing your mind--just in case you wanted to..and you know how we ALL
change our minds
once we think things over..sleep on it...see it in the light of day--
it's ok to take more time if you need to....that's
the great thing about
Life...
with it comes more time to see other options, and also,
Hope...
time
to regroup, time to right the wrongs, time to seek help..it just takes a little
time...and Hope will open your eyes to
things you didn't see before...it can be
real tough to see when things look so dark...wait for some light and
Life...
another
great thing about it is...you aren't in it alone...we are all here right now
just like you...we all know how difficult
it can be,but because we are in this
together we can reach out and help one another right here right now...we can
show
support we can listen we can care about one another and can express
concern and
Love...
right here right now
i am telling you that with Life if there is something to be
foregiven ask for foregiveness if there is something to be
forgotten take the
time to forget...wounds do heal..with Life and Hope these things are possible
i can tell you right
now am i ever glad you are here-i just can't imagine a
world without you in it--please give yourself more time...
the
problem with suicide is...
as good as it may sound when you are at your darkest moments it is the end.
With it you
rid the bad, but you also, are cheating yourself of the good....
and don't tell me there hasn't been any good..in the dark
it is hard to see such
things..or perhaps it has been so long ago in your past that you cannot even
recall it....someone
smiled the day you were born--i guarantee it and from that
moment on you have been a fighter you gasped for that first
breath...we gasp
and struggle our whole lives...it is the will to survive-it is instilled in all of us!!!
right now,
you may be lonely...feeling like a missing person in the middle of a
crowd..right now, things may seem very sad..so cry...cry
loud...let someone
hear you...there are so many of us out here...speak up...someone was listening
for your first breath...your
first cry...your first laughter and your first word...
and more than likely as someone who is hurting chances are you have
listened
to someone before you ...take a little time and make someone listen to you..it
may take more than one try...SPEAK
UP...talk yell scream holler until you are
heard ..because what you have to say is very important...not just to you but
to
everyone...anyone and everyone who cares love or even just knows about you...
any path you may have crossed in your
Life along the way you left a mark...
marks leave impressions just as you touch lives around you...it all matters...it
matters
to someone--you just may not know it, but do not assume that what i am
saying is not true--trust me when i tell you that
you matter probably more than
anyone even knows how to show...some of us out here do not know how to show
what matters,
but you matter just the same..speak up for YOU...someone
somewhere will want to listen..yes, they will want to listen
to YOU...because the
great thing about Life is...
there is always someone you will find that will care about you.
Once you make
yourself heard you will feel so much better to know that someone is listening...
just to you...you will
feel more valuable in this world and that feels good, very
good...and keep talking..talk to many people if you have to
but keep talking--
continue on until everything you have to say has been heard by someone...
you will feel better...some
of that burden will be lifted ... you may even feel
loved...your mind will be changed...you will know there is a place
for YOU...
the problem with suicide is...
you can't erase the wrong
when it's done everything is forever
gone
there may be no pain
but there will be no laughter too
please step back
take a breath
give yourself space
not
everyday we will win this race
but keep on fighting
there is no one at this moment
more special than YOU.
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